What do I do?

In my first marriage, my husband Jonathan didn’t sleep with me AT ALL. We NEVER had sex for the entire 7 years. I was a virgin for that entire marriage. I eventually left Jon because I knew I couldn’t live like that. I needed a husband to ‘go there’ with. When Jon and I gotContinue reading “What do I do?”

Really scared – of myself and what I’ll do

July 03, 2017 My ladypains will arrive any day now. And with it, my imminent death. I know – I know. “So dramatic, Janet”. But I know it deep in my bones. I will die this week. In the last 7-10 years, my lady pains have revealed themselves through ABSOLUTE RAGE. Rage that is all-consuming andContinue reading “Really scared – of myself and what I’ll do”