Tag: suicidal thoughts

• My week in a fancy psych ward

  I completed 7 full days. I asked – in great trauma and distress – on the 7th day to be released to go home as I was the most suicidal and out of control I’ve been in years and it was due to the treatment I received in hospital. First let’s do the pros and…

  janetdthomas77

  October 4, 2021

  depression, Fears, Grieving, Group Therapy, hospital, Illness, Life, loss, mental illness, suicide

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• I’ve been admitted to a Private psych ward

  I’ve been in so much mental anguish for so long that I knew I had to reach out for help. I asked my Doctor to write me a referral to 4 of the Private Psych Hospitals here in Perth and God made a way because I got admitted to HC yesterday afternoon. I shook as…

  janetdthomas77

  September 25, 2021

  anxiety, depression, Fears, grief, Grieving, hospital, Illness, Life, loss, mental illness, rest, self help, self love

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• Making hard choices

  February 07, 2020 I’m the one responsible for my life and 98% of me wants it just to end. I just want to stop. Please. I think the last few months have really battered me. What’s killing me now is pure exhaustion. I haven’t stopped. I’ve moved from job to job to job – taking…

  janetdthomas77

  May 10, 2021

  depression, Fears, Illness, Life, mental illness, suicide

  depression, mental illness, severe depression, suicidal thoughts, suicide

• Broken

  October 10, 2019 Yesterday, I sat in a window alcove on one of the busiest streets in the city and cried. I didn’t just cry, by the way – I wailed. I howled. Tears didn’t fall daintily down my cheeks – they poured. I didn’t care. This is me at my lowest point. I have just…

  janetdthomas77

  May 5, 2021

  abuse, anxiety, Fears, Friends, Illness, Life, panic attacks, Relationships, rest, suicide

  stalker, struggling, suicidal thoughts, tooheavy, toomuch, underpressure, unhappy

• Why I lie

  April 04, 2017 I lie all the time. I feel like I have to. I sit on reception and I greet up to 100 people every single day. The same greeting for the same staff members: “Morning Janet”“Morning Deb/Cheryl/Steve/Andrew/Gary etc…”“How are you? they ask“I’m fine” I lie. *big smile* “And how are you?” …often I…

  janetdthomas77

  April 24, 2021

  Fears, Friends, Life, love, mental illness, suicide

  depression, mental illness, suicidal thoughts