Tag: stalker

• Dangerous Territory

  Full disclosure guys, (maybe you’ve even already read about it so it won’t come as a surprise to you) I USED TO BE A STALKER. Something I’m deeply ashamed of and given the choice, I keep under wraps and try not to bring up/talk about. It was a dark, confusing time in my life and…

  janetdthomas77

  October 30, 2022

  addiction, anxiety, Facts are facts, Fears, hospital, identity, Illness, Jealousy, Life, loss, obsessed, Relationships, sex, stalking

  anxiety, depression, Life, mental illness, obsession, stalker, stalking

• Just around the corner

  I saw that Mom was online and clicked on ‘video call’, smiling as I waited for her phone camera to connect with mine. I looked at the mirror image of myself in the corner of my phone screen and sighed – my hair was everywhere and I had no makeup on. I haven’t been bothered…

  janetdthomas77

  August 7, 2021

  family, Fears, Life, loss, Relationships, siblings

  banned, boys, brothers, estranged, family, hurting, Relationships, stalker, thisisbollocks

• Broken

  October 10, 2019 Yesterday, I sat in a window alcove on one of the busiest streets in the city and cried. I didn’t just cry, by the way – I wailed. I howled. Tears didn’t fall daintily down my cheeks – they poured. I didn’t care. This is me at my lowest point. I have just…

  janetdthomas77

  May 5, 2021

  abuse, anxiety, Fears, Friends, Illness, Life, panic attacks, Relationships, rest, suicide

  stalker, struggling, suicidal thoughts, tooheavy, toomuch, underpressure, unhappy

• Because of you, I don’t open the windows anymore

  That’s what you said when you tried to break into my home, you said the shutters were open and that meant you could come in. Let me assure you, having blinds open in a window – any window – is not an open invitation to jump someone’s gate and pound on their front door, demanding…

  janetdthomas77

  March 4, 2021

  Fears, Life, mental illness, Relationships

  anxiety, boys, depression, fear, intruder, Life, stalker