Good Date #1

I can’t think of Patrick without smiling, you know that? For a friend with benefits, he’s actually one of my favourite memories. Our first ‘date’ was at my Mom’s apartment. I was divorced, broke and had moved in with Mom to save money. She was away that night – going to a concert with herContinue reading “Good Date #1”

What do I do?

In my first marriage, my husband Jonathan didn’t sleep with me AT ALL. We NEVER had sex for the entire 7 years. I was a virgin for that entire marriage. I eventually left Jon because I knew I couldn’t live like that. I needed a husband to ‘go there’ with. When Jon and I gotContinue reading “What do I do?”

It’s been 4 months since we’ve had sex

My heart is breaking as I blog tonight. I’ve gained a lot of weight and I look like sh*t. Alun must agree because he won’t touch me. We haven’t had sex since last year. Last. Year!!! I feel so hurt. I know I’m fat and unattractive, I know…but it hurts nonetheless. I look in theContinue reading “It’s been 4 months since we’ve had sex”

Falling in love with you

Matt was the first person I truly fell in love with. I remember we were at Youth group, surrounded by our friends and I couldn’t help but look over at him. Peircing blue eyes and black hair, a goofy smile with thick lips and white skin. It was the first time I wanted someone. OurContinue reading “Falling in love with you”