Tag: heart

• Hurting

  

  Oh My God This is painful, Lord. Losing my Dad is the most painful thing I have ever experienced And it’s ongoing. That’s the kicker. It doesn’t end. It shows you NO hope of letting up. My Dad 😭 My Dad is gone. Losing my Dad is like losing the marrow from my very bones.…

  janetdthomas77

  July 20, 2021

  death, family, Fears, grief, Grieving, loss, Relationships

  arghh, bereavement, Dad, Dad and Daughter, DadDied, DadisDead, Dads, dark thoughts, DealingwithDeath, dearDad, disbelief, drowning, FamilyDynamics, Fathers, Godhelpme, GodIneedyou, grief, Grieving, heart, heartache, help, helpme, loss, lossofDad, LossofFamilyMember, lost, lostalovedone

• Where is my Dad?

  

  It’s been 5 days since my Dad died. I miss him so much. Yesterday I couldn’t face anything. I couldn’t do any housework or gardening. Today I made the bed and feel like I have it in me to do the dishes and tidy the kitchen. I honestly feel like a psychopath. I haven’t cried…

  janetdthomas77

  June 9, 2021

  death, family, Fears, Relationships

  Dad, DadisDead, Dads, death, depression, disbelief, drowning, family, fear, grief, heart, heartache, Step Dads, Step Daughters

• Hey

  December 12, 2017 Such a simple word but one that I like a lot. “Hey” I used it twice today on people in my life who have really, really hurt me. First, “Kirsty” is back in my life. When I say ‘back’, I actually mean “at the very edges” of it, but there nonetheless. This…

  janetdthomas77

  April 25, 2021

  family, Fears, Friends, Life, love, mental illness, Relationships

  fences, fencetearer, forgiveness, friendship, heart, hey, risks