Tag: fear

• I’ve been admitted to a Private psych ward

  I’ve been in so much mental anguish for so long that I knew I had to reach out for help. I asked my Doctor to write me a referral to 4 of the Private Psych Hospitals here in Perth and God made a way because I got admitted to HC yesterday afternoon. I shook as…

  janetdthomas77

  September 25, 2021

  anxiety, depression, Fears, grief, Grieving, hospital, Illness, Life, loss, mental illness, rest, self help, self love

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• Where is my Dad?

  

  It’s been 5 days since my Dad died. I miss him so much. Yesterday I couldn’t face anything. I couldn’t do any housework or gardening. Today I made the bed and feel like I have it in me to do the dishes and tidy the kitchen. I honestly feel like a psychopath. I haven’t cried…

  janetdthomas77

  June 9, 2021

  death, family, Fears, Relationships

  Dad, DadisDead, Dads, death, depression, disbelief, drowning, family, fear, grief, heart, heartache, Step Dads, Step Daughters

• 20 minutes until I’m a year older

  It’s like you blink and you miss it…12 years of your life. I swear, I was turning 32 years old and thinking half my life was over. Haha. I was in the prime of my life, actually. I’d lost weight and was getting divorced and moving back to Australia after 7 years away in Liverpool.…

  janetdthomas77

  April 11, 2021

  Fears, Life, Relationships

  age, anxiety, birthday, fear, Life, older

• Because of you, I don’t open the windows anymore

  That’s what you said when you tried to break into my home, you said the shutters were open and that meant you could come in. Let me assure you, having blinds open in a window – any window – is not an open invitation to jump someone’s gate and pound on their front door, demanding…

  janetdthomas77

  March 4, 2021

  Fears, Life, mental illness, Relationships

  anxiety, boys, depression, fear, intruder, Life, stalker

• Thank you

  I used to date a scary, incredibly abusive guy. When HE decided to leave ME (the only way the relationship was going to end because I’d bonded with my captor), Dad agreed to drive us both to the airport. We watched Gavin’s suitcases, TV (yes, he took the only TV ‘we’ had in ‘our’ apartment)…

  janetdthomas77

  February 21, 2021

  abuse, coercive control, dating, Fears, Life, Relationships

  abuse, anxiety, boys, coercive control, fear