Tag: drowning

• My soul’s winter

  I saw those words “My Soul’s Winter” on someone else’s blog and those words rang out within me. I really resonated with them. Have you ever heard something so beautiful in your life? This is what this depression feels like. It feels like my soul’s winter. It’s weird to call it that because you know…

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  January 29, 2022

  anxiety, death, depression, Illness, Life, loss, mental illness, panic attacks, suicide

  anxiety, depression, drowning, mental illness, needsomehelp, suffocating

• Happy memories with my Dad

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  December 16, 2021

  death, family, Fears, grief, Grieving, Life, loss, love, Relationships

  aching, bereavement, bestdayever, blessed, blessings, Dad, Dad and Daughter, DadDied, DadisDead, Dads, DadsandDaughters, DealingwithDeath, dearDad, death, destruction, disbelief, drowning, emotional, Families, family, FamilyDynamics, FamilyLife, Fathers, Godhelpme, GodIneedyou, good days, good memories, grateful, grief, Grieving, happy days, heartache, helpme

• Hurting

  

  Oh My God This is painful, Lord. Losing my Dad is the most painful thing I have ever experienced And it’s ongoing. That’s the kicker. It doesn’t end. It shows you NO hope of letting up. My Dad 😭 My Dad is gone. Losing my Dad is like losing the marrow from my very bones.…

  janetdthomas77

  July 20, 2021

  death, family, Fears, grief, Grieving, loss, Relationships

  arghh, bereavement, Dad, Dad and Daughter, DadDied, DadisDead, Dads, dark thoughts, DealingwithDeath, dearDad, disbelief, drowning, FamilyDynamics, Fathers, Godhelpme, GodIneedyou, grief, Grieving, heart, heartache, help, helpme, loss, lossofDad, LossofFamilyMember, lost, lostalovedone

• Where is my Dad?

  

  It’s been 5 days since my Dad died. I miss him so much. Yesterday I couldn’t face anything. I couldn’t do any housework or gardening. Today I made the bed and feel like I have it in me to do the dishes and tidy the kitchen. I honestly feel like a psychopath. I haven’t cried…

  janetdthomas77

  June 9, 2021

  death, family, Fears, Relationships

  Dad, DadisDead, Dads, death, depression, disbelief, drowning, family, fear, grief, heart, heartache, Step Dads, Step Daughters

• Waves

  March 04, 2019 I don’t remember how old I was – maybe 13? My family and I were in America and I think we were in Florida. There was a huge pool and Jay and I were splashing about in it, having fun. Suddenly, these alarms started going off and people in the pool were…

  janetdthomas77

  May 3, 2021

  anxiety, Fears, Illness, Life, mental illness, panic attacks

  depression, drowning, mental illness, mental illness awareness, struggling, waves