Tag: disbelief

• There’s no substitute for compassion

  The latest thing out there right now is all about “manifesting” goodness, wealth, health, happiness etc into your own life. “If you believe it…you will achieve it“ Sorry, (not really) but that’s utter bullsh*t. Believing and – for the love of God – manifesting *shudder* good things can only get you so far. I think…

  janetdthomas77

  June 17, 2022

  Burnt out, Family Obligations, fed up, manifesting

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• Happy memories with my Dad

  janetdthomas77

  December 16, 2021

  death, family, Fears, grief, Grieving, Life, loss, love, Relationships

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• Hurting

  

  Oh My God This is painful, Lord. Losing my Dad is the most painful thing I have ever experienced And it’s ongoing. That’s the kicker. It doesn’t end. It shows you NO hope of letting up. My Dad 😭 My Dad is gone. Losing my Dad is like losing the marrow from my very bones.…

  janetdthomas77

  July 20, 2021

  death, family, Fears, grief, Grieving, loss, Relationships

  arghh, bereavement, Dad, Dad and Daughter, DadDied, DadisDead, Dads, dark thoughts, DealingwithDeath, dearDad, disbelief, drowning, FamilyDynamics, Fathers, Godhelpme, GodIneedyou, grief, Grieving, heart, heartache, help, helpme, loss, lossofDad, LossofFamilyMember, lost, lostalovedone

• Where is my Dad?

  

  It’s been 5 days since my Dad died. I miss him so much. Yesterday I couldn’t face anything. I couldn’t do any housework or gardening. Today I made the bed and feel like I have it in me to do the dishes and tidy the kitchen. I honestly feel like a psychopath. I haven’t cried…

  janetdthomas77

  June 9, 2021

  death, family, Fears, Relationships

  Dad, DadisDead, Dads, death, depression, disbelief, drowning, family, fear, grief, heart, heartache, Step Dads, Step Daughters

• Angry at the sun

  I’m angry that the sun rose today. How could it rise now that my Dad is gone? I’m angry at every car passing our home, mad that people are going about their days when my Dad is no longer with us. Father God, how is today so beautiful? Why is the sun shining and the…

  janetdthomas77

  June 4, 2021

  death, family, Life

  Dad, DadisDead, Dads, death, disbelief, family

• The worst day of my life

  

  I remember it as if it had just happened. Dad was in a bright blue tshirt. Dad always picks horrible clothes, bless him. He loves bright colours and garish, horrible patterns. When we travelled around the US almost 30 years ago (how is it that long ago?) I was embarrassed that Dad wore such bright…

  janetdthomas77

  June 4, 2021

  death, family, Fears, Life, love

  DadisDead, death, disbelief, grief, loss, LossofFamilyMember, notreal