February 03, 2020 I have been holding it all inside – deep, deep down for so long now that I need to blog. I need to let some of this pain out. On Christmas eve I tried to kill myself by overdosing on panadol. Christmas day was the worst day I’ve ever had in aContinue reading “The down low”
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Losing George – take 2
October 29, 2019 Okay. I’ll try another run at this. Have you ever leaned back in your chair and leaned that bit too far and almost toppled over? But then you caught yourself in time and stopped it? That panicked “OMG” feeling – that rush of fear? Normally people feel it for just a fewContinue reading “Losing George – take 2”
Losing George and I can’t get rid of Amos no matter how hard I try
October 26, 2019 First, we’ll start with “Amos”. The facts:Amos of late has been ‘too friendly’ with me. Too familiar in the way he treats me and talks to me. I hate it. I guess that yeah, in some cases, you can meet a person and both hit it off. You can talk for hours on theContinue reading “Losing George and I can’t get rid of Amos no matter how hard I try”
Choosing to be right…or happy?
July 29, 2019 It was wonderful having Alun off on a weekend as he is normally at work. We hung out with our mates in the day, touring the city and sharing a lovely tapas lunch of small meals. That evening, I was so tired from it all and went to bed quite early. AlunContinue reading “Choosing to be right…or happy?”
Awake when I shouldn’t be
It’s 11:19pm here in Perth and tonight I need to be asleep. I signed up for a temp job (just for the one day) tomorrow at I start at 7am (!!!) That means I need to get up at 5:30am, catch the 6am train and be at the Hospital by 7am. At the time (earlierContinue reading “Awake when I shouldn’t be”
Jaded and fed up
You might have noticed, but I’ve added a lot more blogs of late. I had an old blog on “Blogger” and closed it down to make this awesome one on WordPress instead, so over the last few days, I’ve been transferring my blogs from the old to the new site. Something that’s got me isContinue reading “Jaded and fed up”
It’s been 4 months since we’ve had sex
My heart is breaking as I blog tonight. I’ve gained a lot of weight and I look like sh*t. Alun must agree because he won’t touch me. We haven’t had sex since last year. Last. Year!!! I feel so hurt. I know I’m fat and unattractive, I know…but it hurts nonetheless. I look in theContinue reading “It’s been 4 months since we’ve had sex”
Just right
July 22, 2013 Sometimes new friends can be surprising in that they know what we need more than old friends do. As was the case on Saturday morning with my new friend, Roz. Roz is someone I met on assignment at the really lovely place I used to work by the Boat Harbour in SouthContinue reading “Just right”
About Alun
June 15, 2020 After a long day at work, I’ve rushed home to write this blog because I need to let you know that Alun is the best person I know. Truly. He is suffering from his own depression because he’s going through some very heavy things these last 6-12 months: – Alun has patientsContinue reading “About Alun”
Families we choose for ourselves – MK 2
January 29, 2017 I’ve written a post already in the past titled “Families we choose for ourselves”. Do you know, its my most popular blog post? 163 hits. To me, that’s pretty impressive. Makes me smile whenever I see that number go up. I think it goes up a few digits every few weeks. ItContinue reading “Families we choose for ourselves – MK 2”
