Category: Suicidalideations

• The kitchen incident

  As you guys know, I’ve been really, really sick these last few weeks. I’ve had to stay in at home and it hasn’t been a “fun” illness where I can lay in bed and read books…it’s absolutely knocked me for 6 and I’ve suffered terribly. So when 2 people at my work who are “close…

  janetdthomas77

  July 8, 2022

  fed up, grief, hospital, Illness, panic attacks, Suicidalideations, Work

  angry, anxiety, Covid, frustrated, wearyiurdamnmask

• Numb little bug

  I told my friends I was struggling on Facebook (I’m very dramatic, God bless me) and that I was suicidal. I did it 1) so that if I went through with killing myself, at least the people I love had a heads up and 2) in case anyone else felt suicidal, they’d know they weren’t…

  janetdthomas77

  May 3, 2022

  anxiety, death, depression, Fears, fed up, Grieving, identity, Illness, Life, loss, mental illness, Suicidalideations, suicide

  anxiety, depression, grief, icantbreathe, Icantgoon, Icantmoveforward, ijustwanttodieplease, Life, mental illness, suicidalandthatsok, suicide, temptedbysuicide

• Obligated

  

  I feel the weight of responsibility on my shoulders and OMG IT IS PAINFUL. It’s too heavy! IT’S JUST TOO FUCKING HEAVY!!! This is what I’m carrying: Responsibility for my Mom since my Dad passed away and THEY SPENT ALL THEIR FUCKING MONEY in 2 years. ALL OF IT. I just don’t understand!!! (Or maybe…

  janetdthomas77

  May 2, 2022

  anxiety, death, depression, family, Family Obligations, Fears, identity, Illness, Life, loss, mental illness, money, panic attacks, Suicidalideations, suicide

  cantgoon, heavyweight, notsustainable, Obligations, responsibilitiesarekillingme, SOS, struggling, suicidal, suicidelooksmightyfinerightnow