A much-needed week off

Hey, On Monday, I had such terrible pains in my lower abdomen (I thought it was my ovaries) that I left work, called Alun and asked him to meet me at the hospital. Alun did meet me there, wheeling a green wheelchair towards me with a kind smile. Bless him. Alun looked so handsome inContinue reading “A much-needed week off”

That’s my story, not yours

I was walking out of the bathroom on the 2nd day of my new job – and squinting because without my glasses, I couldn’t distinguish which office was mine from the row of identical doors along the hallway. Then I heard it. “Janet?!?” my name said in part disbelief, part surprise but mostly in question.Continue reading “That’s my story, not yours”

My Alun

May 03, 2019 I must have done something very, very good in my life because God blessed me with the best person I know: Alun. He’s my favourite. Today I thought I’d write about him and why I love him so much. Alun is pure joy. He’s happy all the time – even when he’s sleeping, he’llContinue reading “My Alun”

What do I do?

In my first marriage, my husband Jonathan didn’t sleep with me AT ALL. We NEVER had sex for the entire 7 years. I was a virgin for that entire marriage. I eventually left Jon because I knew I couldn’t live like that. I needed a husband to ‘go there’ with. When Jon and I gotContinue reading “What do I do?”

If you’re thinking of cheating…

Today, I wanted to tell you what I know about CHEATING in a marriage. Firstly, try your damndest NOT to do it. I’ve been there. I’ve done it. I’d rather I didnt, but there you go. Secondly, if you feel tempted to cheat on your husband/boyfriend/other half – here’s what you should do: 1. Talk aboutContinue reading “If you’re thinking of cheating…”

Doing great

December 20, 2017 I get scared to say it, you know. I get scared to say “Actually, I’m doing great” because I feel like ‘life’ will overhear me and think to itself “is that right?” and give me a terrible illness or put me through a really hard time just to prove me wrong. It’sContinue reading “Doing great”

The balance

December 13, 2017 The other side of my messy blogs of late…is that I’m doing great. I love my job. I earn a small fortune every week ($800 – probably not loads to you, but to me, omg I feel like a millionaire) and I’m continuing to lose weight. I love my PT sessions. I loveContinue reading “The balance”

Waiting

November 21, 2017 I feel like that’s what I’m doing lately – waiting. For what, I don’t know. Something good, I hope. Well – God willing – THIS FRIDAY, Alun and I get the keys to our new home. This Friday – we’ll be moving!!! God provided a new job for me only ONE DAYContinue reading “Waiting”

It’s been 4 months since we’ve had sex

My heart is breaking as I blog tonight. I’ve gained a lot of weight and I look like sh*t. Alun must agree because he won’t touch me. We haven’t had sex since last year. Last. Year!!! I feel so hurt. I know I’m fat and unattractive, I know…but it hurts nonetheless. I look in theContinue reading “It’s been 4 months since we’ve had sex”