Category: Fears
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My medium article – on being gaslit and emotionally abused:
I like to think of myself as creative, you know. Arty. When my brother (“the favourite”) was getting accolades for being his golden, amazing self, I’d cheer myself up and think “You might be salesman of the year — but I’m the one who notices the sunlight through a dew drop on a leaf”. I notice scratches and…
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Literally losing my mind.
I don’t know if it’s stress, depression, anxiety, suicidal ideas/daydreams – or all combined – or none of it and I’m just getting dementia earlier on in my life – but I’m losing my mind, guys. I’m losing it. I’ve caught the wrong bus and ended up in Aussie wilderness (we call it “whoop whoop”)…
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JD, you’re okay
Today’s blog is about being hurt by a really stupid thing. I work in a position in Local Government. The work building is HUGE and is made up of a labyrinth of long corridors. Like…SUPER LONG corridors, guys. One of them is the main hallway that leads from Reception (where I work on a team…
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“You Owe Me”
I love Church, me. I love going because even just being in the building makes me feel at ease. I love listening to the Sermons, because I always learn something that’s really important. One Sermon in the past talked about us all being sauce bottles and that we wouldn’t know what we were really like…
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Bloganuary – What’s a fear you’ve conquered?
Well. This is a tough one because I’m actually more afraid now of so many things than I used to be. Traumatic Brain Injury, Depression, Anxiety and numerous (seemingly unending) ‘knock downs’ in my life can do that to a person. Today I wanted to write to you about a fear I wrestled with all…
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Dangerous Territory
Full disclosure guys, (maybe you’ve even already read about it so it won’t come as a surprise to you) I USED TO BE A STALKER. Something I’m deeply ashamed of and given the choice, I keep under wraps and try not to bring up/talk about. It was a dark, confusing time in my life and…
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A bitter pill to swallow
Ironically the medication I take is literally bitter pills. I have the unfortunate moment of tasting them on my tongue before I wash them down with the tiny paper cup of water the Nurse gives me after watching to make sure I swallow my tablets. Anyway. Blogging is all good and well when I’m the…
"I get knocked down, but I get up again" 