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Simmering Volcano.

Rage. I’m fueled by it. I don’t really know where it came from, but I’ve probably been struggling with containing it for about a year now. Maybe longer. I feel like a volcano, guys. I have so much grief over my Dad, hurt from being bullied in every job I get posted to, upset by…

“You’re safe”

I sent and received this, guys: No apologies for scaring the shit out of me. The smiling face at the end especially pissed me off. This is funny to you, is it? I know. I should be relieved and I really should be thanking God but also… …WHAT THE FUCK?!? If I didn’t see the…

Am I getting fired?

I work in a very busy role on the “front desk” (it’s huge and spans across about 20 meters) for a Council in Perth. There are usually 3 of us here every day – myself, “Maria” and “Marie” (yes, confusing). Maria and Marie both work part time and I am the only full-time officer. It’s…

Releasing Dad’s ashes on Sunday.

First of all. NOPE. I’m not ready. I honestly don’t think I ever will be. Secondly, because Dad died overseas and then Covid made it impossible to fly to Mom or to fly her home – I feel as if my grief was somehow frozen in time. Since 4th June 2021, I’ve been able to…

JD. Calm down.

I’m going to rant to you on my blog because I don’t know who I can trust at work. Haha. I think when I’m unsure of who won’t pass gossip on, the best thing to do is NOT SAY ANYTHING. But I need to get stuff off my chest so here goes: I’m absolutely FED…

Thinking of “taking a sickie”

Not sure what you guys call this in other parts of the world, but here in Australia when you call in sick to work, it’s called “taking a sickie”. Normally, you can’t plan for this in advance because you never know when you’ll be so unwell you aren’t able to go to work…but every once…

An update on the hammer 🔨

Well. Since I wrote to you yesterday, I’ve been on high alert. Holding my breath and bracing for the pain; I’ve clicked onto my Facebook messages and expected Matt’s profile to be gone – replaced with “add as friend?” because hes unfriended me or for Matt’s picture and name to be replaced with that God-awful…

Waiting for the hammer to fall.

As a teen, I got into trouble a lot. My Mom got stoned every day, and my Dad was never far from the next can or bottle of beer, so there was always tension in our home and when things inevitably fell apart, it was always my fault and my responsibility to fix it. I…

The oldest thing I’m wearing right now.

Hey hey guys, Today’s prompt was “what’s the oldest thing you’re wearing today?” I’ve read a few of the responses and I like the ones where people have answered “my skin” or “my smile”. One guy was brazen enough to say “my looks”, bless him. In terms of physical things that aren’t part of my…

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