Suicidal and surprisingly productive

I want to die, but before I do…

I’ll put in a full day of work.

I’ll do the laundry.

I’ve made our bed.

Tears are welling up in my eyes and I’M SO BURNT OUT AND SO VERY, VERY TIRED that I’m going to sit here alone on the sofa and cry.

I don’t know how much longer I can go on like this, I honestly don’t.

6 responses to “Suicidal and surprisingly productive”

  1. Your strength is astounding πŸ’•

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    1. Your kindness and compassion are life changing πŸ’—

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  2. You can and will go on. I feel that hopeless people don’t reach out the way that you do. I’m guessing that perhaps you’ve felt this way or similarly in the past. I honestly don’t know how it happens sometimes, but we go on.

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  3. I will pray for you Janet. May you be strengthened in Christ. β€πŸ™πŸ»

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  4. Hope you get better, dear. Sending you warm vibes and best wishes 😍

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    1. *warm hug* thank you sooo much, Simone.

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