"I get knocked down, but I get up again"

I want to die, but before I do…

I’ll put in a full day of work.

I’ll do the laundry.

I’ve made our bed.

Tears are welling up in my eyes and I’M SO BURNT OUT AND SO VERY, VERY TIRED that I’m going to sit here alone on the sofa and cry.

I don’t know how much longer I can go on like this, I honestly don’t.