I don’t know if I’ve ever fully emerged from this deep dark hole or maybe I’ve just tried to convince myself I have because I’ve felt the sun on my face and thought I’d made it out.
But I haven’t and here I am again…at the bottom of the world and on my own.
Depression is back in full force and with it, loads of suicidal ideation.
I’m just so tired of fighting to stay alive.
It would be so much easier to just…let go.