"I get knocked down, but I get up again"

Oh

My

God

This is painful, Lord.

Losing my Dad is the most painful thing I have ever experienced

And it’s ongoing.

That’s the kicker.

It doesn’t end.

It shows you NO hope of letting up.

My Dad 😭

My Dad is gone.

Losing my Dad is like losing the marrow from my very bones.

Losing Dad is like losing the ability to hear. Or sing. Or feel. Or laugh.

All I’m left with is loss.

Huge

Gaping

Holes

Of loss.

I can’t

Lord, I cannot bear the weight of this all-consuming grief

Please

Please bring my Dad back.