OK then

Jay didn’t respond to my text, you guys.

I don’t think he ever will again, to be honest.

And yet a shiny, golden part of my heart always wants to try – wants to hold on and not let go.

But it hurts! It hurts me terribly when Jay ignores me. I checked my phone constantly after messaging Jay about Dad’s birthday and felt heartbroken whenever I looked because he’d not texted back.

I guess I knew all along he’s done with me but I had to try – for Dad, I had to try.

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