It’s been 4 months since we’ve had sex

My heart is breaking as I blog tonight.

I’ve gained a lot of weight and I look like sh*t.

Alun must agree because he won’t touch me. We haven’t had sex since last year.

Last.

Year!!!

I feel so hurt. I know I’m fat and unattractive, I know…but it hurts nonetheless.

I look in the mirror and I understand, I do. I wouldn’t want to see me naked, either.

I have to lose weight and adapt a healthy lifestyle.

But for tonight, I’ll curl up in bed and cry myself to sleep.

Published by janetdthomas77

I'm the person who will go into a burning building to save everyone. I'm also the person likely to have started the fire by leaving a stupid scented candle unattended or something, so...you know.

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